I gotta remember how to be happy without youu bc for the past almost 11 months you’ve been one of the only things that made me smile. Everyday that I go without you I feel like I’m losing you more and more,tbh it scares me. Idk who I am without youu. The only thing that’s stopping me from being upset all the time is lying to myself that I haven’t lost you and,just like all those love songs you’ll realize what I have; we need to get back together. You’ll realize that our relationship is worth it all and come back to me. But idk how you feel anymoree,it sure seems like you’re completely done with me. But still I lie to myself. And,I don’t think i could be happy without you. I spend every moment I’m not talking to you rereading our texts or thinking about you. When I think about the future I’m still with youu,i think of us at prom and our future that we planned. My heart hasn’t changed one bit,although yours might have.
It’s a little sad how I have a letter written for you,it says everything that I’m too scared to say. And still I’m too scared to give it to you,what if you don’t even want me back? I still love you but that doesn’t mean you feel the same. And I hope you know that I’ll probably spend the rest of my life looking for another youu. 3
